In My Head

2009 = '''"In My Head" is the 4th track of Hell City. It was later remastered on Note To Self EP.'''

Lyrics
[Chorus]

Days pass and I wander along, I'm tryin' to find my way

They think that I'm livin' in the wrong, well I got somethin' to say

And we will always be the same

Even though we constantly change

[Verse 1]

Fuck lovers, I hate this shit, it only hurts now

Just another relationship that doesn't work out

Fuck it I'm Atheist, and I'll let the word out

Fall in love with a crazy bitch, your heart will burn out

Blood pressure bubbles up, what the fuck

I feel stuck i can not touch another one of these anti-depressants

Man, this can't be the message, somebody hand me a lesson

Cause I'm standing here stressin' while I'm planning my death and

This might be the last minute that I stand on this planet

Look at me stranded, I'm panickin and I can't understand it

My life is a manic depressant but I manage to stand it

Until I land in the Hamptoms, I'm withstandin the damages

So I gotta calm my nerves and take a deep breath

Cause I will never learn unless I take each step

Cause I'm feelin' stronger now

Feelin' stronger now

[Chorus]

Days pass and I wander along, I'm tryin' to find my way

They think that I'm livin' in the wrong, well I got somethin' to say

And we will always be the same

Even though we constantly change

[Verse 2]

There ain't a way to fade away, so take away the razor blades

It ain't safe to say that making pain will take the pain away

There's greater ways to change the page and everybody hates to say it

But You gotta tame the rage and quit saying you ain't gon' make it

Oh it's hard, I know that it's hard

You can't trust no one and you're covered in scars

There's knives in our backs with our friends' names on them

We try to relax but the pain keeps runnin

Our mind's off the tracks but we try to stay on them

You lied in the past while we remain honest

We're tired of this crap, we just tryin to make dollas

We grind for this cash while you try to hate on us

Everywhere I go I know they wanna fight me

Even though they don't know me they don't like me

They think that I'm terrified I just hold my head up high

If they wanna fuck with me, just know that I'ma let them try

[Chorus]

Days pass and I wander along, I'm tryin' to find my way

They think that I'm livin' in the wrong, well I got somethin' to say

And we will always be the same Even though we constantly change

[Bridge]

These words will prove that

I will not live in fear

These words will prove that

I will not live in fear

I bet you want to know what I'm feelin' like

While I'm sittin here spinnin' these rhymes

Well if you want to know what I'm feelin' like

I feel like I'm the best of my time

Took my heart and I locked it up in a safe

With a straight face and threw away the key

Now that I know my heart is in a safe place

There's not a single thing that you can do to me

[Chorus]

Days pass and I wander along, I'm tryin' to find my way

They think that I'm livin' in the wrong, well I got somethin' to say

And we will always be the same

Even though we constantly change

[Outro]

You have everything that you need

It's in your arms, it's in

Your arms

In your arms... |-|2010 =  '''"In My Head" is the 3rd track of Note To Self EP. It was first released on Hell City, then remastered on Note To Self EP.'''

Lyrics
[Chorus]

Days pass and I wander along, I'm tryin' to find my way

They think that I'm livin' in the wrong, well I got somethin' to say

And we will always be the same

Even though we constantly change

[Verse 1]

Fuck lovers, I hate this shit, it only hurts now

Just another relationship that doesn't work out

Fuck it you make me sick, and I'll let the word out

Fall in love with a crazy bitch, your heart will burn out

Blood pressure bubbles up, what the fuck

I feel stuck i can not touch another one of these anti-depressants

Man, this can't be the message, somebody hand me a lesson

Cause I'm standing here stressin' while I'm planning my death and

This might be the last minute that I stand on this planet

Look at me stranded, I'm panickin and I can't understand it

My life is a manic depressant but I manage to stand it

Until I land in the Hamptoms, I'm withstandin the damages

So I gotta calm my nerves and take a deep breath

Cause I will never learn unless I take each step

Cause I'm feelin' stronger now

Feelin' stronger now

[Chorus]

Days pass and I wander along, I'm tryin' to find my way

They think that I'm livin' in the wrong, well I got somethin' to say

And we will always be the same

Even though we constantly change

[Verse 2]

There ain't a way to fade away, so take away the razor blades

It ain't safe to say that making pain will take the pain away

There's greater ways to change the page and everybody hates to say it

But You gotta tame the rage and quit saying you ain't gon' make it

Oh it's hard, I know that it's hard

You can't trust no one and you're covered in scars

There's knives in our backs with our friends' names on them

We try to relax but the pain keeps runnin

Our mind's off the tracks but we try to stay on them

You lied in the past while we remain honest

We're tired of this crap, we just tryin to make dollas

We grind for this cash while you try to hate on us

Everywhere I go I know they wanna fight me

Even though they don't know me they don't like me

They think that I'm terrified I just hold my head up high

If they wanna fuck with me, just know that I'ma let them try

[Chorus]

Days pass and I wander along, I'm tryin' to find my way

They think that I'm livin' in the wrong, well I got somethin' to say

And we will always be the same Even though we constantly change

[Bridge]

These words will prove that

I will not live in fear

These words will prove that

I will not live in fear

I bet you want to know what I'm feelin' like

While I'm sittin here spinnin' these rhymes

Well if you want to know what I'm feelin' like

I feel like I'm the best of my time

Took my heart and I locked it up in a safe

With a straight face and threw away the key

Now that I know my heart is in a safe place

There's not a single thing that you can do to me

[Chorus]

Days pass and I wander along, I'm tryin' to find my way

They think that I'm livin' in the wrong, well I got somethin' to say

And we will always be the same

Even though we constantly change

[Outro]

You have everything that you need

It's in your arms, it's in

Your arms

In your arms...